When i see around me i see people living life and when in problems asking for help to the dumbest and most probably the most cruel belief, the belief called God. If he or she is there somewhere, is it blind, is it fucking blind? Since my birth, peoples, pity peoples told me everything in this world are being controlled by the God, it has all the power in this world, it controls the time and space and all the incidence, then when we are wrong, does it controls? does it derives us to be in the frame? if not then who controls us? Evil? what an armature lame excuse!! I loved some one she could not love me, how come then god is doing right? may be better ride is waiting for me? what the probability fuck? are you fucking kidding me? Emotions are derived by whom? some high end HD widgets? fuck you if you think so! I have every fucking right to love someone, god has no fucking idea of the pain i am dealing with, because it has no megafucking knowledge for love, pain, sorrow or the sodium chloride mixed o2 that explodes from the idiotic eyes we have. There is an enough word in the dictionary! even God should know the limit! the idea of God is so troubling me in my mind, i so want to kick its ass and leave it in my state.....come idiot, see how you have messed my life!!!!
